i want you to tell me, write me a note, send me a letter…
baby, tell me
what is your favorite movie?
what is your favorite color?
what is your top 3 bands?
what is your favorite TV show?
what is your favorite time of day?
where is your favorite place?
who is your role model?
what do you regret most?
what do you miss most?
who do you love the most?
who inspires you the most?
what is your favorite food?
How do you feel about me?
and when can i next see you?
lately i feel faded. like you don’t want me as much anymore. it might be because of recent shiit gone on with me, but i know you did good. you stayed by me.
i want you to always be so happy and never think poorly of me. that isnt possible though.
lately i miss you, i miss you wanting me so badly but being a gentleman and enjoying your time with me anyways. i miss you holding my hand and trying to get closer. i miss you running up to my classroom so you could see me for 5 more minutes during the day. i miss the spontaneous wonderful adventures we had as a big group. i love you and maybe these things are right around the corner, but i don’t know it.
keeping secrets makes me nervous. i joke about the future and you change topics, i walk to your house to see you right when i want to and i want to move to where you are because that is where you are happy…. would you ever do the same for me? i hate having to even ask this.
i know we have a strong love, but i am not willing to let it taper off… i want love on fire, i want to feel your passion and your need for me, like i have for you… i hope you know, i hope you can feel it. the magic you ignite inside my veins the electricity you make within my bones. i need you. i love you.
